SULT

RESULT

Robert E. Sult  A.O.S.

 

To my Children

TO MY KIDS

IíM SO SORRY

 

I DO HAVE TO SAY TO ALL 5 OF MY CHILDREN, IíM SO SORRY THAT YOU ALL HAD TO GROW UP IN A BROKEN HOME.

 

I WILL NEVER KNOW HOW ANY OF YOU FEEL.

 

MY PARENTS STAYED TOGETHER ALL THEIR LIVES. THEY WORKED OUT THE PROBLEMS. THAT IS WHERE I FAILED MANY TIMES. CANíT SAY I DID NOT TRY.

 

I AM SORRY WE FAILED.

I WILL FOREVER FEEL GUILTY THAT WE BROKE YOUR HOME AND WORLD APART.

 

I KNOW ITíS ULTIMATELY FOR THE BEST.

 

I AM SORRY YOU HAVE TO MOVE BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN TWO HOMES. GOING AWAY FOR A WEEKEND CAUSES STRESS WHEN I PACK YOU UP.

YOU ARE ALWAYS IN ONE CAR GOING TO ANOTHER HOUSE. ITíS EXHAUSTING FOR ME AND I AM SURE IT IS FOR YOU. I CREATED THIS AND I AM SORRY.

 

I AM SORRY THAT YOU MISS ME AT BEDTIME

IíM SORRY YOU HAVE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS YOU HAVE TWO HOMES, GRASP FOR WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOUR MOTHERS SIGNIFICANT OTHER AND HAVE TO SPEND EVERY HOLIDAY SPLIT.

 

IíM SORRY THAT EVEN THOUGH WE TRY TO HANDLE IT ALL BEHIND THE SCENES, YOU STILL WIND UP BEING THE WESTERN UNION, RELAYING MESSAGES BACK AND FORTH.

 

IN ROBBIE J CASE. I WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, BUT THAT WAS NOT BY MY CHOICE.

 

YOU ARE PEOPLE, NOT ROBOTS, AND IíM SORRY THAT JUST BECAUSE TODAY IS TUESDAY AND THAT IS ďMY DAYĒ, DOESNíT MEAN YOU DONíT WANT TO HANG WITH MOM. AND MAYBE ON A THURSDAY, ďMOMS  DAYĒ, YOU WANT SOME TIME WITH ME. YOU DONíT HAVE THE LUXURY OF HAVING COMPLETE ACCESS TO YOUR PARENTS.

 

MY LOVE FOR YOU IS GREATER THAN MY GUILT. WHILE I AM SO VERY SORRY FOR ALL THE SUCKY THINGS THAT DIVORCE MEANS FOR YOU, I HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF WHAT OUR COLLECTIVE ALTERNATIVE WAS AND AM UNWAVERING IN MY DECISION THAT THIS WAS THE BEST PATH FOR ALL OF US.

 

 

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